I may have a broken heart: or the atrial flutter.
I breathe, and like everyone else I am closer to death. Five hours in the hospital my mother's back hurting from waiting with me. My problem is on some level I want to die, even if I am scared of it. So what does it mean: I have a broken heart. That these sorta dreams really do come true. Or is as simple as I am afraid and control makes me safe. I have a broken heart, but it was before my medical care. I have a broken heart and I am more sad than scared.