"we will be seeing you soon."

“Every weirdo in the world is on my wavelength.”
                                        - Thomas Pynchon 


"war is a perversion of sex."
                       Alan Moore

So what is the grand theme of his masterwork, war, and love? 
Going beyond the 0/zero and all that fucking spam.
I find lyricism fails when it gets in the way of what is being said.
While the truth only fails when it is too hard to digest.
A blood-red full moon of shifting oceans.
Memories of early 3d games inspiring the same awe of inspiration.
Yet, all I can say is a little consistency would be nice.
A.I. driving the bus of information by way of a Google algorithm.
We have become so much herded sheep,
                          even if only by expectation. 
When we become posthuman, how will we know?
Could it be when ambition is not driven by ego?
The traffic outside my window and the construction guys across the street.
Are the soundtrack of a world being created one word at a time.
With depression being the defining emotion of the room, 
                I still feel like all I want is to talk to my brother.
It was the beginning of time, it was the end of time.
A time of high contrast, where we are not even sure we exist.
Yet here we are, and all we can say is, "what is this?"
Death has a place, maybe even more so than life.
          If only because, unlike life, death is fair.
"conflict is the failure of dipolomacy." 
               "so what if everyone wants it to fail."
"Life is the failure of death."
               "I hear the hammer come down on the head of a nail."
I was stoned in a graveyard talking to myself.
Wondering if I really had the ambition or will to say something, anything.
 then I realized If I could afford one, my headstone would be inscribed 
                             "we will be seeing you soon."