the ambition of ignorance.

"There's incredible effect in being either loved or hated, but knowing that, either way, you have penetrated the mind and have altered it; that is a very pleasurable feeling."

                                                                                              - Nicolas Winding Refn

 

 

Dealers and pushers

 of another person's mind

The chainsaw idles in my hand

Neon lights advertising 

          fellowship in Amsterdam

as mayhem is in my pulse

  eight empty cans of monster

and he says 

  "no, the steady cam annoys me" 

the irregular rhythm of missing

  a beat, obesity is unforgivable

but being alone, and writing 

 a poem not about poetry

focusing instead on the ugly

 on the nature of

      voyeurism

        violence

          language 

is as satisfying as a "fuck you"

 before the aggravated assault.