The Sock-Monkey As Alone

 Through breath voice and word god gave birth to the first souls and it was his own. Without origin and exclusive from space and time he willed into existence all things that are know and unknown. and in this way he would create iniquity and law /v\/ his word is life and his name is salvation his name is he is. and he is who he is and he is what he is, forever demanding awe. from dust he made humanity as one soul adom from whose rib eve was made. and it is to him that eve completes. as through one soul sin entered into the world. one soul in Christ will take it away./v\/ sin is a act against god sins origin is gnosis or spiritual understanding which came into the world through defiance of god by eating the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of everything which is also called good and evil. from each prophet came gnosis and through it condemnation when there is understanding there is self righteousness and this is adultery against out lord for the works of men are as there soul ...

So very sorry to not say hi in awhile, been thinking and working. Yes the book is done I just need to upload it. And yes I have finally done that. no it is not complete but in donned on me i probably wont ever get it to my standards unless i actually get some feedback. so in seventy two hours the current draft will be up on my amazon page i will try to make it for free please read it and tell me what you think. all constructive criticism is welcome. I would like to say the prophet coffin is finished and a stone cold master piece but the truth is you my dear friend will be my editor and i look forward to your feed back so that i may make myself a better craftsman, a better story teller. so i await your reviews and look forward to any advice you my have, thank you and be well.

Uncle Al, buck satan or just Al Jourgensen is a man on a mission. A man who is destined piss you off and the only person I would call my idol other then Bob Dylan. The simple fact that he like a king-tiger rolling across the battlefield of life with an animals dignity refusing any excuse to slow down. " Art is commenting on what's going on around you in your life." - uncle Al. wise words and he followed them with. " Nothing exceeds like excess." And children that is what it is all about living without excuses. Not being a pussy. Sometimes you have to let go just to have a fair chance at the struggle for getting your share, your piece of the pie. “Everything shapes you to be the person you are today. Sometimes hard lessons pay off dividends.” - Al Jourgensen. Their is no simple way for me to communicate in a fucking indirect way. So I will be honest about what I need to say. And uncle Al has been wi...

What is their too fear in the great beyond? What is the point of trying to survive? and can we empathize with others pain even though we have nothing too fear? I don't know the sad thing is that all this pain is forced onto the innocent the ones who can say "I asked them to please stop hurting me and they did it anyway." All I know is sarcasm joy and the cross are the only way to deal with this bullshit. Give me a beer and some pain pills because I would love to get stoned with you. Not because I know how much your suffering but because as a sentient being I am here to salvage the life boat. I am here to bring a death to suffering through my cross and your by the examples of Christ we share a bond through fellowship that we can't shake because we all deserve to burn in hell. Yes that is a rather bipolar way of looking at the mess but this is who I am, this is who we are. I have seen the devil and he doesn't play nice. Some of us are mothers, fathers, and pl...

Deathrock Has a strange but wonderful place in music history. On the surface it is a branch of punk that went in the opposite direction as hardcore but it should be understood they are more then kissing cousins. Deathrock is one of the early goth movements but much more tied to the tradition of feedback and aggression then the cure or joy division. I have over the last few months become fairly infatuated with several bands that were part of or satellites to the scene. So I though I should try to give a impression of what I feel are the distinguishing characteristics that separate it from horror punk. The most obvious difference is the speed most Deathrock bands sound like David Bowie mixed with flipper. where as horror punk sounds more like fifties rock mixed with black flag. The shocking thing about Deathrock was that someone might eat a dead cat on stage while looking like a glam rock version of a serial killer. While the scary part of  horror punk show would be the fact you m...

   The brutal nature of life is acceptable as long as we have the illusion of strength that is held by all citizens. The illusion is why I post a blog even though I keep forgetting the difference between there and their. Or that my blogs tend to lack a focus of any kind in all honesty. Just the ramblings of a paranoid-schizophrenic who loves rock n' roll and is grateful for his medicine and the time he has had to listen too some truly great bands. Even if I am self educated and can't construct a proper paragraph, do not let that get in the way of my honest and faithful love of Naked Raygun. My favorite of the traditional post-hardcore bands and possibly the greatest band from Chicago. The albums Throb Throb and Jettison are among my favorite records of all time. Both are melodic with a undeniable physical power from the driving psychosis of the great guitarist John Haggerty and the ridiculously powerful vocals of Jeff Pezzati. These two forces make for some of the most visce...

There is a clarity and a wonderful feeling when you know you have absolutely failed and that all that is left is the process of digesting the judgment of others. How fascinating as a society we don't celebrate failure in the empty way that only the dead inside can understand. We are creepers and fuck-boys but in the end of the day we have nothing to lose. And we are out there jealous and dangerous to the very thing we desire. Its the moment when you have the courage to say "I'm fucking crazy but I love you!" call the cops or ask deadpool for a favor cause cause at the end of the day liberation is failure. If you survive and suffer then you become a grotesque parody of humanity like baby you make people watch you theater but in the end the show is madness and the sound track is super beast or and the from the love of  thunder kiss 65 the greatest metal song ever made. But what about Mr zombie honestly i don't know that much about the guy other then his family wer...