These are the days I saw in my dreams.

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Sitting here wandering about closing doors and opening them. About the series events we call life that prepares to expect the truth that change is here to stay and we have got to get use to it.


Spirit in the sky is starting its rave up now. A classic hippie anthem laying bare how naive a generation and everything in its wake was. Maybe most of all me typing this. The darkness is out there and within us.


I am so tired of everything. I been struggling with the dark as of late. Praying more often and struggling with whatever is going on in the world. Trying to find some way out of the mess we keep stumbling into step by step.


Looking like Colonel Kurts in apocalypse now and talking like Dennis hopper with a camera.  All the while the background noise is spirit in the sky. The haunting rave up droning and droning.


My radio possessed by angels years ago told me “you have always been in trouble… I wouldn’t go looking for it.”


But I am here to tell you trouble has found us, and jack white singing a chain letter wont get us out of it (though the music video really turned in it’s A game).


I don’t have answers other than prayer and repentance. Things are just getting started this roller coaster has yet to drop. Take all this with a grain of salt… I have more than a few formal diagnosis. But dang if it doesn’t look like the biblical start of a if not the end.


“The dead rising from the grave! Human sacrifice, dogs and cats living together... MASS HYSTERIA!”.” - Doctor Peter Vankman P.H.D. 


“This is the day the sky turned green

This is the day I saw in my dream

These are the fears I'm trying to hide

These are the tears trapped inside” - Killing Joke


“10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief, and then the heavens will pass away with a roar, and the heavenly bodies[a] will be burned up and dissolved, and the earth and the works that are done on it will be exposed.[b]

11 Since all these things are thus to be dissolved, what sort of people ought you to be in lives of holiness and godliness, 12 waiting for and hastening the coming of the day of God, because of which the heavens will be set on fire and dissolved, and the heavenly bodies will melt as they burn! 13 But according to his promise we are waiting for new heavens and a new earth in which righteousness dwells” - 2 Peter 3:10-13

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