“The question is, do you have it in you to make it epic?”

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 How are you this morning? I for one have the flying pickets - only you, on repeat. So not too bad a morning.  But Anxious and frustrated.


Today’s media reference point is Mad Max. My favorite movie is Furiousa: a mad max saga.


I want to talk a bit about it because I am so inclined to play the provocateur on incendiary flash point in pop culture. 


The story is a saga and George miller made it epic.


That is about all I have to say except the “fruit of our labor is the reward of the harvest.“


To quote Cormack McCarthy “what else?”


Well About two years ago someone tried to threaten me with an anonymous email saying they had recorded all of my phone conversations where I was shooting my mouth off about family politics and that they would send it to all my family members if I ever talked too or about them again. I knew who this person was because I talk to my mom and this person.


The person after felt guilty and told my father that They felt bad about lying to me and tying to blackmail me. They told my dad that got a friend who was a Russian hacker to send me the email.


This person had a restraining order against them from a health clinic because they were stalking a therapist they had never seen. And they blamed me for the restraining order.


This person told my little brother they were going to kill my parents and then kill themselves. My little brother told my parents and I think anyone with a therapist told the therapist.


What makes the situation difficult is two people have been stalking me at every turn and harassing me.  Making me paranoid to share anything. They have admitted after days of talking that they were who they actually were and not some friendly strangers.


What makes it really difficult is the little brother let the person who tried to blackmail me and threatened to kill my parents live with them never letting them know that they told us when he said he wanted to kill my parents.


I have been living very isolated for years now trying to avoid typing this. But I am so tired. I am so hurt.


I even tried talking to one of them to calm them down but they won’t acknowledge any of the negative just reposting screen caps of my conversations on their facebook when I tried to get things sorted.


A friend I had for six months came out as actually being one of these two people. After that I shut down. Not using social media and giving up on most things.


I almost completely disappeared online from my friends and buddies because these two were harassing me. I have been escalating getting depressed and frustrated.

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