Cherry ball blues (and other foundations of the heart)

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 Cherry ball blues (and other foundations of the heart)




Darkness has a way of dancing on the periphery of our thoughts

Hinting at a love denied and mocked by our impotency 

Wishing something to be so do not make it to be true

Yet denied we can carry ourselves through eternity

How are we to abstain from all these compulsions 

as if if there is something to communicate

As if communication is anything less than dishonest

If only because we  can not reassure the intent within us

With a lie.


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