Not today

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"Let's live today, let's live tomorrow and let's live the day after that. Even if it mean living in eternal pain." - vash the stampede

The friendly reserved style is how I think I normally want to deal with serious issues.

Emotions build up to the point of boiling over. I Tend to the mess...

Laughing at myself, being overwhelmed by a fury of anxiety,

Yesterday was chaotic... today was chaotic... and tomorrow could be anything.

Pray quietly...

 

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